Monday, November 29, 2010


Feeling like you're apart of something when the actuality of the fact is that no one accepts you has me pondering what is a relationship and why does it matter to everyone? You were born into a family, a family who has been put on this earth to guide you and protect you, so when did outsiders become such a huge role in our lives? Shouldn't family be enough? What happens when your own flesh and blood doesn't accept you? Is that when we turn to strangers to help us feel better? Is turning to strangers a way of feeling the slightlest bit accepted or appreciated? Are we fools to think anyone but ourselves have our best interests at heart?

Being "accepted" comes with years of experience. No one really accepts or respects you if you can't give them anything of value.

Saturday, October 23, 2010


When you choose to be indifferent, you either gain people's respect or loose it. Doing things because it pleases others make's you loose respect for yourself. So which would you rather have? Having someone congratulate you for doing something you had to think twice about or feeling empowered because you chose to do it for yourself without having regrets? Life doesn't mean the same to someone who is just blending in as to someone who is taking risks and sticking out and facing what life really has to offer.

"Everything in life is an omen." The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho

Don't be the one to wonder what something would be like especially if you can experience it for yourself.

Friday, July 23, 2010


What are mistakes? The Oxford Dictionary defines the word as "(n) an incorrect idea or opinion; an error of judgement"

Are there things that you do or have done considered mistakes before you make that decision? We never know what a mistake is until we make that decision and not many people think they are making a mistake if they truly believe they're making the right choice. People make mistakes that take them on a journey which they overcome and make better judgement for themselves but why are people judged by the mistakes they make if everyone does it?

There's mistakes I've made, some of which I regret and some I could have used better judgement and prevented. Thinking about it, I have finally decided to leave the past behind and finally focus on the present that's taking me into the future.

“Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.” – Buddha

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

.::ME, MYSELF & I::.

Realizing no one will ever be there for you, even when they say they "GOT YOUR BACK" you tend to experience they never will and for you to put your life aside to make sure everyone else around you is satisfied or happy you later realize that you're not happy. I've always had a problem with the terms I, ME, MYSELF because I was never the one to talk about myself or the things I've accomplished and to experience the situation 24/7 when someone talks about themselves all the time you start to wonder, why aren't you doing the same thing! You're just as important as the next person!

Brag about yourself even if it's the littlest thing! Do thing's for YOURSELF! 90% of the things you do might not be the right thing but you have to keep pushing so you can become the most successful, conceited, humble person you can achieve. Yes being conceited and humble works hand in hand, it shows you're not afraid to go after anything and accomplish the most difficult task out there!

Be that person who can talk about yourself and be proud of who you are and what you do!

Tuesday, June 1, 2010


In life there's a lesson for each stage you go through. Whether you figure out what that lesson is or not your life will continue to go on and it's up to you to steer yourself in the direction you want to achieve.

You can't sit around and watch other people take heed to what they want to accomplish out of life. Laziness is a disease that takes over your mind and body and it's up to you to PUSH yourself to succeed in life.

Time's being wasted! WHAT CAN YOU DO TO SAVE YOUR TIME?

Saturday, March 6, 2010


Be Effective! is what my preacher said God wants us to be. I immediately thought about how I can be effective and what came to mind was being positive, giving more positive energy when I'm around people, being more effective in life and what I want to do in my life. Being effective in God's word (He has accomplished everything! why wouldn't we want to follow in his footsteps. Whatever you need in life you have to look at it in a positive view. You CAN'T doubt yourself and expect to accomplish your goal.

(According to the Oxford dictionary) Effective means "achieving the intended result".

You can do anything when you put your mind to it. Never loose faith in yourself and most importantly God.

Friday, February 12, 2010


Do you choose to live your life hoping and praying things will go your way? or do you go out there and achieve goals that were set for you to accomplish? There is nothing wrong in hoping and praying for things to go you way but what are you doing to make sure those things will come to light? There are people who just sit around expecting things to be handed to them, they don't break a sweat or tear, and when things do go their way they find it hard to fathom what's in front of them, but the ones who put blood, sweat and tears into the things they try to acquire feels like their work isn't good enough or maybe they are trying too hard. Is it fair? We were put on this Earth for a purpose and it's up to every last one of us to find out for ourselves what that destination is! We can't just sit back and believe everything will go our way because it won't!


Tuesday, February 9, 2010


So I've basically been neglecting my blog and it's not because I choose to, I have so much to say and I've been experiencing a lot lately and I just don't know how to say what I need to say anymore. I've been getting a great amount of feedback and it's very interesting in hearing what my readers have to say about some of the topics I've posted. I'm going to try my hardest to keep my blog updated, so I hope you guys are ready to keep up ;)

Growing up I've always heard "Oh my God, your so skinny, you should be a model," then one day it actually became a dream of mine. Being skinny isn't the only aspect of what it takes to be a model. There's a lot of work you have to do to pursue that dream. It starts with knowing all that the industry has to offer, who's who, knowing who your competition is, taking criticism 24/7, how to deal with it and how to adjust.
These few things don't only apply to models or people in the entertainment industry. It applies in your everyday life no matter what you do or what you what to do. If you have a passion or talent for something none of these things should matter to you. Even if your scared just get to your happy place and DO UNTIL YOU SUCCEED!! You'll never know how something will turn out until you at least try and put yourself out there. Know that you have family who'll support you and even your friends that should be enough motivation and if any one's against you just know God is always watching over you.

There's plenty of users in this world you have to know how to weed them out of your life. They are the ones that always come around when your doing well and they see that your actually doing something with your life than just sitting around watching TV. Yes I have had a few of those and trust me it's not hard to know when they come around. Users are also the ones who silently hope for you not to succeed. Please don't let them bring you down.
Always stay true to yourself and your passion/dream no matter what the circumstance!