Sunday, September 27, 2009

.::CHANGES I'M GOING THROUGH::.

So recently I really haven't been the person I was a few months ago and I was wondering why is that. I've been through a lot in my life and experienced a lot of things, things that made me grow up a little faster and more understanding of what's going on around me. I haven't really found out who I am or what it is that I was put on this earth to do, but I figured why rush, why not live my life how I want to and everything will fall into place when its the right time.

A lot of people don't really understand me so it's either you love me or you don't like/hate me. I don't take bullshit from anyone so don't expect me to be fake around or towards you. I'm the type of girl who's emotions show on her face. I'd say it's a blessing and a curse ;)

Lately I've been noticing a lot of inconsiderate people around me so I decided to cut them out of my life, so if that makes me a bitch or some one that thinks they are better then so be it. Coming to America opened up my eyes on a lot of things, things that people in Jamaica aren't used to so it's taking me sometime to adjust to it. Not saying I never will, I'm just saying don't expect me to change for you or change because I'm in a different country because that will never happen!

I'm at the stage in my life where I see things a little clearly and understand a lot more. I constantly make things irritate me and it shows so please bear with me :)

I'm finally making a name for myself and my family and where I came from. I believe in helping people even if I'm in a situation that I can't really help myself but I hope God will help and take care of me. I believe if you have a dream, don't stop until you've accomplished it or at least tried your damn best at it. Don't ever let anyone tell you, NO or YOU CAN'T!!! KEEP TRYING because in the end your only there to make yourself happy. Don't let anyone take that away from you!!!

BE YOURSELF NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE IN LIFE SPIRITUALLY, MENTALLY, EMOTIONALLY or PHYSICALLY!

11 comments:

  1. im feelin this post! love you kim :)
    -oren

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  2. Don't you love growing up!!! its always interesting to see what friends stay and go...life is all about changes...love the post...im gonna share this with my friends!

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  3. some wise words...this stage in our lives is most certainly a learning experience. But dont let the negativity shape you. Take it and grow from it! You are a star...and you know it...so do i, and the ones that love you most...its just that some people cant take your shine...those are the ones u leave behind but the ones that can, will only help you shine brighter....love ya!

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  4. I am glad that you have learned this on your own. You have to grow up at your own pace, and this was something I had to do myself as well. Keep up the good work! And no cursing on the blog, keep it professional [just looking out]!

    Sonny

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  5. "Good things come to those who wait........."
    I'm proud of you babe. ;)
    xoxo -Jess

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  6. I WANT MORE!!!!!!! KEEP THEM COMING :)

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  7. Wow! You are growing up girl:) Just make sure in all your growing and changing that you keep that loving/affectionate & kind way about you. I love you.

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  8. yea I def feel you on your blogg. You gotta stick with your real friends. That's what's extremely important. Alot of people front and they do not care about you personally. Taking people out of my life happens everyday. I like to see change and I always keep positive people in my life. Nobody is perfect, but it's about what you doing now to create a possibility for a better future. Ignore ignorant people trust me. That hurts them more than anything. I hope you have been well. Keep you head up and just stay focused.

    -RL Bond

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  9. i know exactly how you feel. its just part of life filtering thorugh bullshit...but you'll end up nice clean at the end of it :)...you'll be great in what ever you end up doing, i know it!!

    -Tiffany

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  10. Kim am so proud of you!!! keeping doing your things have a wonderfull 2010!!!!

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  11. im so blessed to have all your love and support. it means a lot to me

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